Saturday, March 2nd, 2002
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12:20 am - trashed
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daaaamn, i got wasted last night :P... still recovering!... lol. Had fun but was drinking from 8-2am & i do that sometimes but went overboard... had beer & all kinds of drinks which i knew was bad.. but eh.. like i cared when i was already drunk... lol, we both were really wasted... knockin over drinks... tripping... fell 3-4 times when we left... scraped the crap out of my knee :P.. lol... & unfortunatley i dont remember much after we left... until i woke up next day... oh well... had a hang over the whole day.. but it was a fun night :P
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Monday, February 25th, 2002
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8:28 am - :)
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Well, I couldnt sleep for some reason, so finally got a few minutes on the comp. Im in Iowa at my g/fs ;).... Been here since Feb 14th, has been, awweeeessssooommmee... was worth those 2 shitty months of being apart. We have mostly just been hanging around the house with each other.. which is fine by me ;)... went to a few clubs/bars over the weekend & watched some movies aswell... Feels weird being "away" but im not homesick at all :P... thats kinda bad, lol... oh well.. only been a week & a half so eh... Her family is the greatest :). Was a bit nervous about all that, but has worked out wonderfly so far... anywayz... not much else to say... hopefully will get a chance to write another entry sometime soon ;)
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Wednesday, February 13th, 2002
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2:00 am - Bye Bye :):)
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Well holy Shita... almost time to go ;).... this will probably be my last entry for a while... Will be leaving Thursday Morning.. tomorrow (well today now actually) is my "get all ma shit ready to go" day :P.... since i always wait till the last minute!... Im gonna have some damn FUN! lol... woo!!!!! Not really sure of internet status... not planing on spending any time on her computer :P ya know... >:)... hehe... But i'll try to post an entry here & there if i get a chance.... so anywayz.
Adios :)
current mood: excited
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Saturday, February 9th, 2002
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6:08 pm
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5 daaaaaaaays left!!!!!!.... lol... excited? me?.. nah... :P.... lol. Went through 2 months of waiting now.... & only 5 days left till i leave & i feel more anxious now then a month ago... i hate that :P... damnit.. thursday.. JUST GET HERE!!!...lol.
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Thursday, February 7th, 2002
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8:58 pm
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a week from now i'll be gone! woot! :)... bout DAMN TIME! lol.... I dont really have anything else to say lol... my brain wont let me think of anything else except next thursday :P... hmm maybe its not my "brain" thats in control...... >:)... lol
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Saturday, February 2nd, 2002
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9:57 pm
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tried...dead...bored... & hungry... but to lazy to do anything about it.. hehe. Im kinda glad this weeks over, was a long week... got a bunch of shit done, got stuff that i needed for the trip... now just gotta wait till i go in another week & a 1/2... damn i hate waiting... lol. Feels like its all i been doing for 2 months... bah. Ah well... almost there. I'll stop my bitchen & go do... something :)
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Thursday, January 31st, 2002
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3:31 pm - weird times....
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Well hmm... today i did a bunch of crap, had to go to the doctors & shtuff... glad i got that done with (tho i gotta go back tomorrow for some other crap :P)... grr... but eh i will live :). Something strange been going on latley... Since I started dating Christie... friends of mine (girls) have been ignoring me :P... lol. Whats that about?... maybe just coincidence... maybe not, friends ive had for atleast a few years too... how sucky is that? bah... I thought it was just me being weird but i swear i havnt seen any of them but a handfull of times in 3 months(since i met christie)... & even when i try my best to make plans & hang out withem, they just "have other plans" whaaatevvveeeer.. they (3 of them) are all friends so maybe its a lil conspiracey :P... they werent to thrilled about me dating someone who doesnt live near *shrugs* & then when i said i was going over there for almost 2 months... it was.. just weird, i dont get the mind of a girl :P... id feel stupid thinking they were "jealous" ... maybe they are? Dont know, didnt see it coming anyway... eh who needs em :P.
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Friday, January 25th, 2002
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7:11 pm
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hmmmm, time is a funny thing :P... not many entries ago i wasnt sure how i was gonna make it through 2 months before i would see Christie again, now its lil more then 2 weeks away... gonna be there till april >:). lol, ive never gone away that long& i havnt reaaally even prepared for it... not really sure what to bring & what to leave behind :P... lol. Guess its time to get off ma ass & start figuring it out! lol..... im actually very very excited... & somewhat nervous (being all the way over there for so long) but eh... should be cool overall, not looking forward to f*cking with the flight... but i'll get over it :). Its not the plane ride that bothers me... its everything i gotta do before i get on the plane :P alota BS... & its been a while since i flew.
current mood: excited
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Friday, January 18th, 2002
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3:48 am - lol
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eh.. my pissedness(er whatever :P) never lasts long anyway.... just women... cant figure em out... i get mad at somefin... & by the end of the discussion, im the one appologizing :P... wtf is that.. lol... some ancient art women are born with? someone needs to teach me damnit! lol....
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Thursday, January 17th, 2002
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6:01 pm - hmmm
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Well hmm... not much has happened really, eh not much i want to write down right now anyway :)... grrr.. kinda pissed.. but dont even want to say why... lol... bah bah.. BAH!!... anyway um... ya... this is kind of a pointless entry then isnt it? lol..... whatever.
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Thursday, January 10th, 2002
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2:08 pm
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I just woke up... *yawn* yep after 2pm.... ahh.. its good to be me :P... Actually cant think of one thing i "need" to do today... hmmm... cool >:). lol. No i think I will actually try to start "running" again today... ive been putten it off all month & i bet i cant even get around the block without collapsing, need to start doin that crap again, even tho i hate jogging :P.... feel all lazy & slow from not working out for over a month now... eh... not my fault... well.... ok it is... but so fucking what? :P... lol. Aaaaanyway today is a good day... so eh... i might aswell get off my ass & do it so i can come back & feel like shit the rest of the day from it :P. hehe, ooo yay.
current mood: bitchy
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Wednesday, January 9th, 2002
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3:52 pm - what to do...
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Hmmm... kind of a lazy day :P... who am i kidding, everyday is a lazy day for me, lol. Got so much to do & i dont want to do any of it :P... I think my favorite hobby is procrastinating, lol. When im dead & gone my famous last words will probably be "I'll do it tomorrow"... lol. Not like any of its really important, just daily stuff that is boring, cleaning, laundry. eh u know.. that crap. Oh.. I made most of my past Journal entries Friends only... not for any particular reason really... not like more then a few people read this crap anyway :P... Maybe cause i read old ones & think... wtf what wrong with me then? lol.... ahhh memories... hehe. A friend actually wanted to go see Lord of the Rings again.. bah... not that its a bad movie.. but (A) I dont really care for going to movie theaters =P & (B) Cost to damn much!... jees youd think i was buying 100 shares in its stock or something... just wanna watch a damn movie! not buy the rights to it!.... what to do... what to do... :P...
current mood: confused current music: Eve6 - Heart In A Blender
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Monday, January 7th, 2002
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1:50 pm - 2 posts in 2 days!
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Its a miracle :P.... hehe. Well I probably will get back into this some before i go on "vacation" for a month or 2.. still got 5 looong weeks to go through till I see her again, bleh. Ever think sometimes God has a bad sense of humor? :P... Truthfully with passed g/fs... i never really "cared" asmuch as i should of i think... Actually the last person i deeply cared about was in High School... since then eh i dunno. I guess ive had a lot of bad experiences from people just using me... unfortunatley im a nice guy, i let things slide... also i dont seem to get jelous real easily... most say thats a good thing, but for some reason a few people i dated took that as meaning they can date other people while they date me... uh.. nuh uh :P... not my style.. so eh.. hard to really trust people... they can say they love you & care, but how do you ever really know? *shrugs*... altho for once... i reaaaaallly like this girl... more so then anyone before.. she has very similar issues as me & shes easy to talk to about stuff that i generally dont tell anyone. Just figures she lives in Iowa :P... i mean damn! I meet someone in real life... & i still end up with a long distance online relationship (which i always said id never do) damn!! DAMN!... lol... im destined to be an internet nerd forever :( lol.
current mood: cranky current music: Nickelback - Too Bad
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Sunday, January 6th, 2002
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8:01 pm
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Well... today was kind of a boring ass day... lol. Long & not much to do, bah. Im just kicken back now, watching some movies & stuff. Sundays are always kinda slow, Hopefully more going on tomorrow :). Ive been trying to keep busy... all ive been thinking about for the passed month is "Damn! Is it February yet?!" lol... still a whole month to go... bleh... oh well.. atleast i when i get there i'll be there a month or 2 ;)... maybe more.. *grin*... so thats something to look forward too. Shes been kinda down past few days... its hard for us both.. i always said id never do a Long Distance thing... damn me :P... lol.. aaanyway atleast i can chat with her online. emails & phone.. so not like i dont hear from her hehe. Well thats it for now, im sure more stuff has happened, but my mind is a bit.. cluttered ;).
current mood: bored
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